Feeling alone, being thoughtful, don't know what to do or what will happen. Maybe feeling different and separated.
(I think that the picture with the following link fits better, but I couldn't upload it. Sorry.)
Being happy and proud. Celebrating the new and honored Assignment of the son.
Being confused and astonished. Many questions - no answers. Being strong enough to keep the pain?
Black and grey but the colour red. Feeling the aloneness right know but there is hope at the horizon. Being confident despite the situation and events. Expecting a new time. Everything will be changed.